it’s not supposed to work that way

So last week was an uphill battle of bad food choices at night.
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Yet, I lost 3 pounds (that’s 142 total).

Aren’t I supposed to be rewarded for sticking to my plan?


3 Comments

  1. Posted October 20, 2009 at 9:57 pm | Permalink

    Zazzy, I’m always so amazed that you are able to stick to it day in and day out, even though you have good days and bad. One of the hardest things I struggle with is sticking with ANYTHING that I need to do to change any kind of bad habit. And that’s why I know I’m not ready for lap-band yet, because I know I don’t have it in me yet to do what you do. You are awesome!!!!

    ~ManDee

  2. Zazzy
    Posted October 22, 2009 at 9:16 am | Permalink

    blush I wasn’t sure that I could make these changes, right up to the surgery. That’s why I tried to live as though I’d already had the surgery during the months of preparation and approval. Many of the changes aren’t that difficult – at least now that I’ve been doing them for a year. I didn’t think it would be possible to give up bread but I rarely crave it now. If only I could get this desire to eat in the evenings or night completely under control.

    I appreciate the encouragement. I still find it hard to acknowledge my successes when I see so many failures or imperfections.

  3. Posted October 26, 2009 at 10:56 am | Permalink

    Yeah – that IS a bit backwards isn’t it? It’s the same (but opposite) of working out and making smart choices and GAINING weight! How frustrating. And it plants seeds of doubt that can grow to sabotage. Whack ‘em out Zazzy! Stick with it! :-)

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